i'm julianna. i'm 18 years old and a freshman in college. i love to express myself through writing and i hope one day others can enjoy my writing as much as i do :)Ask me anything
is really starting to completely overwhelm me. it didnt start to hit me until i began hanging out with some of my friends that were going to colleges many hours away. it hit me like….this is it. im not going to be seeing them in the hallways everyday like i was so used to for four years. just like graduating from all saints, we’re all going our seperate ways again. goodbyes suck, and theyre always hard.
i know that i dont have much to cry or be worried about considering im only going to a college that is 25 minutes away, but that doesnt even matter…im still going to be on my own and have so much expected out of me. actually seeing all these boxes start piling up in my room, and my room becoming more and more bare…its becoming so real and unimaginable. as much as i am excited to leave and begin my life…im deathly scared of whats to come of me. like am i going to succeed? will i finally be happy, for once in my life?
on a side note, im going to bawl my eyes out when i have to say goodbye to my dog. that dog has been with me since i moved out here to monclova; he has been my rock and has been there for me when noone else was. he may be the ugliest thing ever, but thats what makes him the cutest damn thing.
i just dont know if im ready to really say goodbye.